BYE....

I HAVE MOVED TO HERE....

meeooowyyaaaawwwnnnzzzzz....



you miss me???

meowwwww.....

myo is recovering from a bad cough and flu. yes, myo is sick again. i know he's busy doing his life audit now, evaluating how 2007 had been for him and will probably add that into his personal blog. i hope myo measures the number of times he has fallen sick this year because obviously this year he has fell ill more than he has ever been all these years.

i wonder why though. myo religiously scrubs himself with dettol shower foam after a long hard day even though he hates the clinical smell, cos apparently the ad says dettol protects from germs and diseases. myo has been quite diligent with gym too, even hiring a personal trainer to monitor his progress. myo's eating more fruits, a habit he picks up from his on-off-on-off-again loved one. myo has even started taking supplements and vitamins this year to balance out the lost nutrition. so myo has been conscientious in keeping healthy, yet this year i notice he has been nursing a few flu episodes, migraines and fever. even his childhood asthma came back to harass him after being dormant since his secondary school days.

so i don't understand why myo keeps falling sick. what is odd too, myo is fitter during the long irregular hours he was on while working on various projects. maybe his body is conditioned to hard labour and having problems adjusting to the current breezy state at work? or could this sickness be just something more internal? not exactly medical but more emotional affliction...




oh well, the good thing about myo being sick is that he stays home and we get to keep each other company.....meeooowwww...

meooowwww.....

right after myo came home from jogging tonight, he decided to upload new pics of yours truly. bought a new toy today amongst more retro t shirts this afternoon i noticed from the pile of empty boxes in the trash. ahhh, myo seems on a retail therapy mood today. and jogging during the wee hours of the morning.... maybe i spoke too soon in the previous posting...

Worry gives a small thing a big shadow.

meooowwwww..... so i learnt myo finally met up with the ex last night after months of deliberation. i guess it went well since he came home humming and went on with our routine of  playing hide and seek before going to bed.

he was especially nervous before that and a few times i caught him sending text messages getting assurances from his loved ones, even current dearest mulling over what he could possibly talk about after not seeing each other for 3 years. that was a conscious decision myo made. there were a few occasions myo randomly asked me over my treats whether they should meet and what was he so worried about. i only had a brief meeting with the ex. i recalled how enamored myo was when they hooked up.

it was a coupling that was sparked by loneliness but married by a joined soul. so it was especially hard when myo stopped trying to make things work. how could something so wrong be so right? how could something so right be so wrong? ahhh, i remember those questions that pushed myo months of isolation and self discovery.

but this is not the time nor space for me to ponder on ....anthropology?... i'm just glad myo is in a better place now spiritually and emotionally. and was plucky enough eventually to confront the past. because the past is the past and that's where it will remain. you can't erase it for sure. but you can't continue to live with the fear that the past is going to catch up. cos we're not in a race. the only pursuit in progress is the present. and today myo is happier. and no one else can decide if he's not... meooowwwww...